i like to post the same blog it seems...thats what i get for havin 3 of em

Well here goes the first real blog in a while...i just need a place to vent and not get too pissed off...some of u know that i went through a bad break up a few years ago...well i thought i was ready to try the friends thing with him again and it backfired...he made me feel even worse...and like it did last time its making me feel like crap...I havnt really gotten as bad as i had but i am feelin a little low...so if any of u have been on the bad side of one of my "b*(&^y" spells please forgive me...i have officially blocked his im from my yahoo...and have deleted him from my friends...hopefully i wont try to make nice again...sometimes i feel as if he was running how i think and act...and to a point he was...sometimes i think all i need is a "guy" friend to tell me that they like me for me not as some heavy chested 22 yr old...so i better get off here and let my self go to bed...its almost one...well off to lala land and hopefully a peaceful nights sleep....with out any nightmares...later