Thursday, March 23, 2006

Spazzed

K well here goes. I always want to know what dreams mean so if you can interpret this one please do cause it is really bothering me.

*The dream goes like this....I am walking down a gravel road with a guy that i think is either my younger brother or my grandfather ( but I cant be sure). Then i look down and see dogs walkin with me which is normal for me but its the dogs that are spazzin me out. There are 4 of them I recongnized 3 of the 4 as dogs that have "moved on" . One died when i was 8 another about 2 yrs ago. and the other disappeared about a year ago (we think she ran off b/c of my otherone having puppies). the fourth one I dont know because i couldnt really see it. and I bent down bauling my eyes out b/c i LOVED those dogs and I couldnt believe that there i was walkin and met them. They of course acted like they did around me all through our friendship they kissed and "fought to get attention". but then "Puddin" the one who disappeared looked me in the eyes and what i saw there scared me....
so bad that I woke up and Couldnt go back to sleep for a few hours (actually about an hour and a half.) Whats so bad is that I really miss Puddin and Cinnamon who were in this dream and were part of my growin up. expecially cinnamon we got her when i was 3 or 4 and she died when i was 18*. I just wish that I could figure what scared me so bad.

Jack