The agony....

I woke up this morning getting my mind set the right way. and what do i see. but the loan money in my bursar account. however not all of it is there. therefore i still owe some money that i dont owe. if that makes sense. call it venting but if you are a single semester student then shouldnt you get ALL of the money ya need to pay for that semester. While I was trying to cool down i went ahead and submitted a application for state aid next year. Hopefully i will be accepted so i dont have to worry about student loans anymore.

What i dont get is how can they do this to a student who obviously needs help paying for higher education while other "rich" kids get all the finaid????????? I'm sorry if this sounds like im mad. well i am this is a disgrace. My family has always been able to find a way to keep us fed, a roof over our heads and all of that stuff. BUT that dont mean we have all the money in the world. I mean we arnt poor enough to get food stamps. And we are lucky we own our house. But that dont mean that i dont need help with my education.

I am the first woman in my family (mom, aunt, gma...etc) to even decide to go to college. My mom was the only thing close she went into the service. Im just mad as anything that someone like myself has to take out loans that will hurt us in the long run. Its just not fair. and i better stop typing b4 i say something i will regret tonight.

In Him

Jack