Long Time Forgotten

Well its been a while since I have updated any of my blogs. I have been really busy with school and stuff. Well since the last post I have cut 12 inches off of my hair again. Also I am scrambling to study for finals. Well I will post more later after next week.

I am going to Tunica tonight to see my Uncle Barry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fun Weekend

Well I have had a very good time this weekend. I pretty stayed at the apartment til today. A really good friend came to the football game saturday (we won!!!!) and crashed here after we fed he and a few of his friends. He transfered to a different school this year and it was great to see him I finally got a gift from him for my bday so it wasnt a loss. I really was glad to see him. Well I gotta go read an assignment for astronomy. CYA

jack

Nagging in my mind (nothing personal)

Well its after 10 but I am still a little wired feel sleepy half the time and awake the other. Mybe if i lay down i will be ok. but anyway....

This past week has been sorta hectic with me going through the second week of classes. I know that its really hard not just to go through the motions of this lovely college life. I think most people would hear of Ole Miss and think of the fact that we are in the top 5 party schools but i dont cater to that. I dont go to parties (ok frat or sorority). If i go to a party its usually held at UCSC (the student center) which means that I dont get to tempted. I know that its really weird and all to hear about what isnt fun and what is but i think that the best thing here is the Christian family I have been "adopted" into. (Casey u dont know how much the calls mean to me), I mean i havent had to much of a push toward being a Christian until i came to college. Its not that my home congregation doesnt care its that i dont think they know how to touch kids like me.

I know some of the people still treat me like I was still 5, and its hard just to not just yell at them and say "I AM NOT A LITTLE KID ANYMORE TREAT ME LIKE U WOULD ANOTHER ADULT" but i dont know if that will help.

I have to admit that until college I didnt have a really great relationship with God. Yeh there was camp during the summer but the rejuvination that I got there didnt last til the following July. it kinda stopped at about december. Expecially after my Great Grandmother died.

Well I need to stop ranting. I am not downing my home congregation at all they are trying but its the older "kids" like me that are suffering from their lack of caring when i was growning up. I mean if I miss Rebels I get a call from Casey seeing if I had needed a ride or if they had forgotten me and that tells me how special that relationship will be.

Well On a school note classes are going great.

jack

First Week,,,,,,,

Well I have met basically all of my teachers, except for my Astronomy Lab, but I am sooooo EXCITED!!! This year is gonna be so great I can finally say since my Freshman year that I will be here all year, expecially since I took last fall off. This morning I had my Math 245 which is Math for Elementary Teachers I. It seems like its gonna be fun. I had ever other class yesterday. It's gonna be fun this year and I missed the first 2 things during "Dis"Orientation, the first week activities at Rebels. Tonight there is suppose to be a cookout at Sardis and I cant wait for that. Well I gotta go start reading a book. TTYL

Jack

Back

I'm back!!!!! Cant believe that I havent posted. Well I gotta get gone to get groceries. If ya know my cell give me a call.

Jack

Think about this

This was a bulletin on myspace and it is so sad and hopefully true about people that i hope yall like.

Jackie




Body: girl:heyboy- i missed u at school 2day, y weren't u there?girl- yeah, i had to go to the doctor.boy- oh rele? y?girl- oh nothin, annual shots, thats all.boy- ohgirl- so wht did we do in math 2day?boy- u didnt miss ne thing that great.......just lots of notesgirl- ok goodboy- yeahgirl- hey i have a question......boy- ok, ask awaygirl-........how much do u love me?boy- u kno i love u more than anythinggirl- yeah.....boy- y did u ask?girl-................>silence<..........boy- is something wrong?girl- no nothing at allboy- good.girl- ..............how much do u care about me?boy- i would give u the world in a heartbeat if i could.girl- u would?boy- yeah.........of course i would >sounding worried<>breaks into tears<......................girl- they're taking me off 2nightboy- y??girl- i wanted 2 tell u but i couldntboy- y didnt u tell me????girl- i didnt want 2 hurt u.boy- u could never hurt megirl- i just wanted 2 c if u felt bout me as the same i felt bout u.boy- ?girl- i love u more than anything, i would give u the world in a heartbeat. i would die for you and take a bullet for you.boy- ...........girl- dont be sad, i love u n ill always be here w/uboy- then y'd u break up w/me?nurse- young man, visiting hours are over.BOY LEAVES, GIRL IS TAKEN OFF LIFE SUPPORT, AND DIES.but wht the boy didn't kno is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time, and she only broke up w/him because she knew she only had 3 more weeks to live, and thought it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died.NEXT DAYthe boy is found dead with a gun in his hand..with a note in the other...THE NOTE SAID:i told her i would take a bullet for her....just like she said she would die for me...re-post his within 10 minutes or else the one you love will die"if ur in love read this

Spazzed

K well here goes. I always want to know what dreams mean so if you can interpret this one please do cause it is really bothering me.

*The dream goes like this....I am walking down a gravel road with a guy that i think is either my younger brother or my grandfather ( but I cant be sure). Then i look down and see dogs walkin with me which is normal for me but its the dogs that are spazzin me out. There are 4 of them I recongnized 3 of the 4 as dogs that have "moved on" . One died when i was 8 another about 2 yrs ago. and the other disappeared about a year ago (we think she ran off b/c of my otherone having puppies). the fourth one I dont know because i couldnt really see it. and I bent down bauling my eyes out b/c i LOVED those dogs and I couldnt believe that there i was walkin and met them. They of course acted like they did around me all through our friendship they kissed and "fought to get attention". but then "Puddin" the one who disappeared looked me in the eyes and what i saw there scared me....
so bad that I woke up and Couldnt go back to sleep for a few hours (actually about an hour and a half.) Whats so bad is that I really miss Puddin and Cinnamon who were in this dream and were part of my growin up. expecially cinnamon we got her when i was 3 or 4 and she died when i was 18*. I just wish that I could figure what scared me so bad.

Jack

ITS OVER!!!!

YEAH SPRING BREAK IS OVER.......not.

I am glad but i also think it stinks that Spring Break is over. I liked the thought of being at home but my brothers have been brats but that's what they are for. I got my picts from the Slidell Trip on my computer after having to go through a diagnostic test on my CDROM, that wasnt working, but it is now. (THANK GOODNESS). I don't wanna complain but even though this computer is HUGE and a major pain it still works, and this is the first "problem" I have had to deal with. Oh well, hopefully I will be getting a new one with more than just a CDROM on it. But I can't complain to badly since I didn't buy this one it was a graduation present from my uncle.

Well as for the pictures from Slidell, I have them on Facebook. Check them out.

Gotta go to bed TTYL

Jack

(p.s. i am just putting a link)

A Blessing.....

Well I got back yesterday from a trip to the coast. Slidell in particular. I can't imagine on how it was just 6 monthes ago. I know that there are still people who are still just gutting out their houses that still have the junkie mold all over them.
I know that some of yall are gonna get tired of these posts but the truth needs to come out. While I was helping gutting out a house in Slidell I took a small break and some of us (the girls who were gutting) went and talked to the person who owned the house. Oh well I walked in on the conversation. I know that she said that it took them up to a month ago to get the fema trailers which are sooooo small.

But anyway....THe gutting was not as bad as some on the news had said I mean there were tie-die mold on the walls, but as long as we kept the mask and goggles on it helped with the dust and stuff but I have benn blowing out black stuff ever since but that is a little grose.

Well I will put picts up in a few days once i get them downloaded on my mom's computer.

Jack

Fun Day

Well I have had an interesting day to say the least. I woke up and had to go get a blue book for my class that I had a test in today. But i left the dorm and slid a few times heading to the union but i thought i was being cautious enough. Got the blue book, was walking toward the grove and all of a sudden BAM...
I hit concrete with my right knee(the corner nonetheless) so i bounced right up after that and thought i did good b/c i didnt twist my ancle. Well in the grove this morning right after this was a hawk. It was just sitting there watching all of us humans slipping and slidng on the ice. So I thought that was a good sign and had to laugh. Well I took my test and had to go back to the room b/c of some feminine problems. So I went to my 11o'clock class. Nothing big happened. Went to eat at the commons and then a few friends showed up (one was already there) One of which was from rebels. YEAH I am not the only one that eats there.
Any way. as i am sitting there i notice that my ankle is SWELLING. Oh well, after the fall i had go figure. now i am about to take a nap so ttyl.

Jack

(yes i did post the exact same thing on my myspace blog)

Iguess i am like someone else

Your Blog Should Be Purple

You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything.You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey.You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say.

What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

Fishing Rules:::::: 

Now lets hear it for..................

oh the last post was about headaches so I am gonna make this post about going to the doctor.
Well I went to the doctor yesterday b/c i felt like blah. So anyway I actually went to the doctor.....(I hate going to the doctor needlephobia). and what happens i have to get BLOODWORK!!!!! Which means needle. I am really proud of myself because i didnt fight it i just let it happen. . I am sooooo glad.


Well anywho. The tests came back negative and so now I am not sick (weird huh). and i missed my normal wed. night because I was all tired from the blood drawn. and from the initial squirt of Nasonex. Also they did the strep test but it was negative too. So whatever is wrong with me they just went ahead and gave me stuff for a sinus infection.
Now is the time to party (i am still going to class) no skipping b/c of a sinus problem. Well here i go. TTYL

Jack

I hate headachessssssssssss

Why on a horribly rainy dreary day do I have to start hurting?????????????????
I dont get it. I dont get a headache like this for 3 or 4 monthes and all of a sudden WAM!!! It hits like a tun of bricks.

\Sometimes I extremely hate my head
Well on a lighter note. I am totally not ready for my paper that is due tommorrow i guess that i will have to turn it in late because I cant even stand typing right now (the light from the monitor is killing me). Oh well I will live i always do.
Well gotta go lay down b4 i get rid of the rest of my supper

HEre is my picture. 

AIIT NOW BE NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I didnt think that some people would be like bees with the previous post. So I am going to save myself seeing how I have to deal with the guy in the picture. If you know him then you have probably talked to him about the pictures. But from now on don't be so mean i got somewhat talked to really bad in PSY today from the guy. So the picture might be coming off if yall can not respect it. My next post will be somewhat of a revenge its me at the same karoke place. So please dont be mean with me or that guy. It hurt his feelings although i told him that they were going up.

Oh Well Strike One (:()

ttyl

JK

I never thought i would see the day when it would be funny to do this to a friend. comments are welcome expecially those of you who know him.

JK 

The agony....

I woke up this morning getting my mind set the right way. and what do i see. but the loan money in my bursar account. however not all of it is there. therefore i still owe some money that i dont owe. if that makes sense. call it venting but if you are a single semester student then shouldnt you get ALL of the money ya need to pay for that semester. While I was trying to cool down i went ahead and submitted a application for state aid next year. Hopefully i will be accepted so i dont have to worry about student loans anymore.

What i dont get is how can they do this to a student who obviously needs help paying for higher education while other "rich" kids get all the finaid????????? I'm sorry if this sounds like im mad. well i am this is a disgrace. My family has always been able to find a way to keep us fed, a roof over our heads and all of that stuff. BUT that dont mean we have all the money in the world. I mean we arnt poor enough to get food stamps. And we are lucky we own our house. But that dont mean that i dont need help with my education.

I am the first woman in my family (mom, aunt, gma...etc) to even decide to go to college. My mom was the only thing close she went into the service. Im just mad as anything that someone like myself has to take out loans that will hurt us in the long run. Its just not fair. and i better stop typing b4 i say something i will regret tonight.

In Him

Jack

This is in Yosimite a friend sent me this photo and i thought it was kool. The last time it happened was in the 60s 

Teddy 

This is Teddy he has gotten so big. Trixie is laying on one of my pillows she is soo cute and big too. 

It's Time For a Break........

I just moved in to the dorm. I can't believe that I am actually back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have missed this sooooooooooo much. Classes start back Tues. I will be back into the swing of things real soon. Gotta go finish unpacking.

YEAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!